So this is how it feels. This is how it feels to be treated how you wanted to be treated by the person you want yourself to be treated by. Haha!

Dear school,

Thanks for accommodating me and giving me the chance to be more knowledgeable. HAHAHA. LOL. I want my honours degree please next year with first class honours! LOL :P that’s it. :))

Why is there a DEAR SCHOOL in this challenge?? LOL It’s pretty stupid. HAHAAHA.

Dear Ex,

Hi. Hello. I’m still a little bit bitter about what had happened to us but I can’t complain because I asked for the break up. I want you to know that although we ended up how we ended up, you had a big place in my heart. Thank you for your patience, your understanding, your friendship. Thank you for letting me come into your life and for giving me the chance to know you really well. I’m sorry for the disappointments I have caused you. I’m only human, I commit mistakes too. Sorry for the heartaches. Sorry for always making you mad, making you cry, making you lose your temper. Our relationship has been rocky and I’ve doubted it since day one. I doubted it but I didn’t let that become a hindrance because I knew what I was feeling then. Thanks for making me realize that I was right.

It takes two to tango, I’m not blaming you for whatever else that had happened in our relationship. I gave you a second chance because I believe in second chances but you proved me wrong yet again. But hey, thanks for that, thanks for the realization. I was too blinded. Because of you, I found out things about myself too, thanks. You know my weaknesses and as far as I can notice, you’re using my weaknesses to hurt me even more. I know you’re bitter about what had happened to us but I want you to understand that it’s better this way. I’ve always told myself I can’t be in a LDR but I totally burned myself when I said our relationship would work. I don’t want to be bitter anymore.

Thank you for never failing to make me smile when I’m nagtatampo or angry or in a bad mood. Thank you for being yourself with me. Thank you for the patience, congratulations, you’ve managed to put up with my moodiness! Thank you for always having something for me every month it was the twentieth. I appreciate all of that. Thank you for playing the guitar and singing to me everytime I ask you to do it for me. Thank you for all the silly yet sweet arguments we had. I guess you won with the “I love you more” arguments. :( Thank you for making me who I am today. 

I miss you but we’ll both move on and we’ll be okay.

Thank you for the memories. Take care.

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I want us to start as friends then best friends. I want you to love me just the way I am. I want you to accept me for who am. And I will do the same. :) I want us to be in a relationship where there are no lies and no cheating. I’ve been in one so I know how that feels. I’d rather stay at home with you, watch movies, eat ice cream, etc than go out to see a movie or whatever else. I want you to play the guitar to me and sing to me. :) I want you to try to dance even if we both know you can’t dance. Hehe. I want us to go to the beach, watch the sunset, wait until there are stars in the sky, lie down on the sand, stare at the stars and tell each other how much we care and treasure and love each other. I want you to teach me how to swim but I want you to be patient with me as teaching me something I have a trauma at is very hard! Hehe. I want you to always be patient with me as there are times when I’m more like a lioness. Don’t worry, I’ll be patient with you too. I want you to realize that smoking kills and drinking kills. Haha. I want you to think of all the consequences those may cause not only to you but to your future wife and family. I want you to be a man, face your fears, accept defeat and whatever else a man would do, hehe. I want you to have the guts to tell my father I will be the one you’ll marry or simply, “SHE’S THE ONE”. I want you to understand my past and accept it and move on from there. I want you to always say you love me :) I want you to never forget our anniversaries :’) I want you to be a shoulder that I can lean on, I want you to be my motivator, my best friend. I want you to have respect for me, to respect my decisions, never question them and just trust me. I don’t want to be dependent on you so please tell me when I’m being dependent on you na. I want us to grow in love, make each other each other’s inspiration.. I want us to be in a serious relationship where love, understanding, respect, care and trust are present. I want you to be there for me when I have no one else to turn to. 

I want you to always kiss my forehead. I want you to always hug me. I want you to always remind me how much you love me. I want you to love me as much as I love you. I want us to last. :) 

matabangutak:

Kasi may mga tao na kahit wala na kayo eh gusto nila sila pa rin ang mahal mo, yung gusto nila nasa kanila pa rin ang atensyon mo, yung mga taong nangongolekta ng mga taong alam nila at sigurado silang may nagmamahal sa kanila.

Matindi problema nung mga yun eh, yung mga nananadya talaga, yung mga…

Dear best friend,

It’s so cliche for me to say “I’ve known you for so long and we’ve been through a lot, we’ve been through thick and thin” and all that shit.. LOL I’d rather say the past 10 years with you has been nothing but awesome! We grew “old” together LOL and we’ve made decisions that led to mistakes but in the end, it taught us a lesson. :) I just hope we’ll be there in each other’s wedding days, our first born’s first birthday, and so on and so on :D Hehe.. :)

You’re more than a best friend to me, you’re more like a sister to me na. A sister from another mother and father. LOL. Gahhhhd, you know me inside and out, it’s scary. HAHA! Thank you for being my motivator, my yaya, HAHA eh basta alam mo na yun, I don’t wanna be cheesy here LOL. :)) Thank you for always being the one making me realize things when I’m in a middle of a turbulence. You always know what to say and shit. So, thanks a bunch.

I wish us both the best in life. :) I wish all our dreams will come true. We’re still young and pretty at twenty! HAHAHAA! All our imperfections will still be perfected LOL Does that even make sense? :)) It’s so effin hard to say whatever to you here HAHA I think it’s cause I know you too well and vice versa. HAHA. So don’t you effin laugh at me when you read this and don’t you go asar me HAHA! 

I love you! Stay in love and happy! I’m always here for you, okay? Muah! :*

Dunno what else to say to you, HAHA. STAY WEIRD! THAT’S WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE! YOUR OWN WEIRDNESS K! HAHAHAHAHA!

kristelleinlove:

We get jealous, we will hate that mother fucker who spams your facebook, we tend to assume things, our imaginations go wild. Every second you take to reply, thousands of things goes through our heads ; who are you talking to? Is it that bitch? We start assuming, and this is when we get insecure. But then.. we’ll try comfort ourselves, we’ll think back to our conversations and make ourself believe you ain’t that type of guy. So don’t disappoint us.

Dear Djanecy, VCD,

I miss you guys! It’s been ages since our last hang out altogether and so much has happened in our lives. But I’m sure naman it all happened for the better :) I hope that everyone of us will be happy with our choices and everything else. :) I miss our HS days where we use to be together everyday  for all the classes :) I miss when we use to share food all the time HAHA especially the food that Azel and Jaja and Jeanie bring :) I miss our laugh trips during chemistry class, our serious moments during biology and everything else :)) I miss our computer classes where we usually go to FB or Tumblr and print pics of non sense HAHA. And those moments where we used to take pics on the mac, all of us being noobs and Aubs being the expert one! HAHAHAHAHA! LOL! I miss fourth year! Our causey farm experience, our tourism classes, our work experiences, those times where we sell daffodil pins or whatever you call them on daffodil day, those breast cancer pins and all :)) I miss Paris - the eiffel tower, notredame, disneyland, sacre couer and the bateaux mouche experiences! When we pranked Jaja and Thabi and Jhammie, I miss Germany.. snow boarding and ze snow! OMG! You guys, ang sarap mag reminisce!!!!

I miss you all so much! We don’t have that much time for each other na because we all have our priorities..but thinking about those times we spent together makes me feel closer to you guys.. I wish us all good life, happy family and eternal happiness.. :) Thanks for the memories.. :)

I understand you. I understand where you’re coming from. And because I’m the one who understands, I will be the one who will be patient and take time for you to realize and analyze all the harsh and hurtful things you said to me. Anger got the best of you. Everything will be alright in time. You have to firstly accept everything that has happened between us. This will help you. I’m telling you. I don’t want to lose you but I don’t want to use you just to have somebody by my side. I don’t want to hate you. I really don’t. Please don’t let me hate you by doing stupid things. Seriously. :/

strawberrytelle:

to get out of a relationship that you feel you are stuck in. No one could really help you but yourself… you already know what type of guy/girl he/she is and yet you deal with it.

Dear Pindoy,

I don’t know why we don’t click at times, I think it’s because you see me and Klark tight. Or maybe it’s because you found out about things I used to do before. Well, whatever it is, I hope we’ll be closer. HAHA. I’m so proud of what you’ve become :) I’m happy that you are very disciplined when it comes to studying :) I know you’ll be able to get the points you need and the course you want to do. You make me proud just by playing basketball, HAHA. Um, my wish for you is to grow old maturely HAHAHAHAHA and to realize that life isn’t all about buying shoes, clothes etc. HAHA. You have to realize how hard it is to actually obtain cash money HAHAH! Just keep doing what you’re doing, Enjoy life! Love you although we don’t really say those to each other. HAHA. SHUUPU.

Dear Otat,

You’re one hell of a brotha, brah! You’re astig, LOL. You know what I’m like when I’m mad, happy, sad and lonely. HAHA. You know how to make me smile with your stupid jokes, you know how to act when I’m being gay and sad and shit. HAHA. Most of all, I appreciate it a lot when you make me realize things, although you are younger than me, you know more, HAHA. So thank you. I love it when we make covers together, HAHA. When we edit them and shit. LOL. Um, basta, I told you, no girlfriend muna before college, please. It will be a hassle for you pag nasa 6th year ka na, and if ever you will have a girlfriend, please, please befriend the girl first. :) You’re too young HAHA. Good luck sa 5th year! MYMAPAAP :) Love you.

Love you both. 

Dear Pa,

Thank you for always being there for my brothers and I, thank you for being a good provider. I know what you and Mama went through wasn’t a joke. You started a family at a very young age but that wasn’t a hindrance to give us what we have right now. Thank you. Sorry also for the disappointments I may have caused you. But because of your patience, you never fail to forgive me rather you give me advices and discipline. I understand when sometimes you are strict to me, I understand when sometimes you blurt out your anger to me which leaves me in wonder. It’s okay. I just want to tell you that someday I will make you and Mama proud. I also want to tell you that sometimes, it’s okay to cry in front of us. We are humans after all. I know we’re not all showy about whatever but I like it when you try to fit in in “our” world :) You’re my weakness, Pa. I can’t bear seeing you cry, it breaks my heart. My hopes for the future are… for you and Mama to grow old healthy and live a life filled with happiness. :) Love you, Pa. Stay strong, we’ll make this through. This may sound so cheesy but I’ll always be your princess and you’ll always be my King. HAHA.

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Dear Ma,

Thanks also for bringing us up with Pa. Thanks for conceiving me and making me as pretty as you, HAHA! I love how we can joke around with each other like we’re best friends. :) I guess our gap is cool, hehe. :) Thank you for always being patient with me, for always forgiving me for the mistakes and heartaches I might have caused you. Thank you for being there for me in times when I really need someone to make me realize things. Although I don’t tell you everything that happens in my life, I know you know what’s been happening to me. I find it amazing when you just look into my eye and you can tell that I’m not okay. :) I’m lucky to have you as a Mom, you’re the best. I can’t imagine how you took care of me when I was a baby, Me being the eldest and the first born, it must be really scary for you and Papa to go back and forth the hospital with the “disease” I had when I was a baby. I thank you for not giving up and for always taking care of Me, Kerwin and Klark. :) I love you so much. I know we may be going through something right now, but, having faith is the key Mom, you taught me that. Be strong and I wish you good health and life filled with happiness too. :) Mmmmuuuua!

heckyeahtumblrchallenges:

1. Dear Parents
2. Dear siblings
3. Dear friends
4. Dear best friend
5. Dear boyfriend/girlfriend
6. Dear ex
7. Dear school
8. Dear crush
9. Dear favorite singer
10. Dear old me
11. Dear myself
12. Dear future me
13. Dear life
14. Dear ________
15. Dear ________

by eleg-nt